Wednesday, August 31, 201111:39 PM
Am I a fool? I can actually wait. Wait for a girl for decades just to be with her. The girl I loved is also waiting. However, not waiting for me...For some reason, I just can't give her up. Even though she asked me to do so. Thinking that I don't know how you feel? How does it feel like when your loved one leave you? How does it feels like when your loved one leave you for another guy? How does it feels like there is a very little or slim or zero chance that we can get together? How does it feels like when your loved ones getting close with another guy? It's terrible...all these feelings...so cruel...so bitter...so nasty...I had to stomach it...You know I can't live without you...I will never give up on you...until you tell me that we have zero chance. Where you see no hope between us. No happiness. Then, my heart will die. Will learn to forget love. To a point that rejects love. Because I loved you too much! I won't leave you even I did say so. I will always be there if you need me.
