What have I done?...I did something terribly wrong...I lost control of myself...allowing my rage to take over me...I lost my temper at her...My first time throwing temper at my friends...What is this? What am I doing? My heart shattered...when she say she lost trust in me...a tear drip...which I always don't...but it actually happens...I don't mind losing anything but losing her as a friend really breaks my heart...I never lose a friend...but it happens to me...Just what the hell am I doing? I also didn't wish things turn out this way...I know there's always ups and downs but I can't handle this thing...I'm such a failure...I don't want to lose you...I need you...
In the end you told me you aren't angry with me...am I suppose to believe you? Or you want to hide from me? I don't know! It was a sudden change and I don't know how to deal with it...there's nothing I can do...At the end, you said there's hope to return things to normal...but I don't really believe...however, I got to try each and every way to put broken pieces back together...I am still very sorry...
